Was on the way to school this morning, having slept at 2.30am and had woken up at 5.30am, spending the whole night and morning stressing out over the Sejarah paper and was on the verge of breaking down. The whole ride to school I was just trying not to break out in tears while my head was just hurting from worrying so much. 

As the car pulled up on the road of the school gate, I happened to glance up. And I realize how beautiful the sky was this morning. Granted, I arrive at school before 7am, and usually it would still be really dark and gloomy at that time. But this morning, the sky was bright, and it was in a dreamy mixture of colours - orange, pink, blue and the white clouds scattered across the sky. It was a cool and breezy morning, birds flying across the sky. 

At that moment, I just realized how easy it was to miss out on such beauty while being cumbered with so many worries in life. I also realized how in the midst of worrying and all I can think of is about the problem, God always manages to send me reassurance, comfort, whether it be a beautiful scenery, a bible verse sent on whatsapp, a hug from a little junior, or even just a simple reassuring stroke on my back. 

Of course, it is normal to worry, it's not as if every single problem will have a happily-ever-after to it (most often not). I've had one too many downfalls this year which has caused me much paranoia in most things I do now. 

But hey, I can't tell you some miraculous way to stop downfalls or how to get right back after one cause I haven't quite figured it out as well. But in time, all will heal. :)

Take care everyone!