Supposed to be studying right now, but as I've said before - I update my blog at the most crucial times when I should be busy doing something else. 

Burning out fast, with a week of trials left. Have the strongest feeling that I am going to come home crying after my Biology paper tomorrow. Promised myself that I'd be well prepared after experiencing a very bad encounter with mid terms, but when will I ever learn? Let's just hope I WILL be well prepared for SPM, the real deal, the finale. 

Felt so extremely lost with the possibilities of where to go, what to study, and all the opportunities or lack of, a few months back and although I've figured out part of it, I can't help but to have second thoughts and doubts. I want so badly to study abroad, away living the life, but am I capable of achieving such heights on my very own? I have spent nights wishing that my parents had the money to send me overseas, but I have accepted the truth that they cannot, so I have resolved to worrying hours away on how I am going to achieve it by myself. The pressure is high and I know I am slipping by the second, but I know God is reassuring me with every step I take that everything is going to be alright *cue Taylor Swift's shake it off

This was supposed to be a short one paragraph update, but I guess it's what late night thinkers do to you. 

Hope everyone is doing well & take care!