I can't even bother sugarcoating anything.

"So sad to be leaving school cause ____"
 But so many more reasons are being proved to be day by day of why I can't wait to leave. I can't wait to leave this place although I've been warned that it isn't any better out there, wherever 'there' is. I've come to the understanding that I WILL find dissatisfaction anywhere I go in the future, and the present is prime example for it.

"Last ____, going to miss all of this so much"
 Sure, I can't deny that there are were so many reasons why every camp, school event, competition or daily routine that had grown with me that I have come to love and even once dreaded to end along with my high school life. But guess what? Everything changes and nothing stays the same. Cliche, cliche, I know. But that's the truth. This year gave me so many reasons on why everything good isn't going to stay and be awesome all the way through and it hit me the hard way to realize that.

"You guys are the best people I have ever met in my life!"
High school drama, whether be it the ever-so-often misunderstandings (which yes, is all a part and parcel of life) or the currently most overdone 'I love you's which I can't help but feel it is all so fickle. I can't count (nor can I bother remembering) all the people who were once so close to me but somehow faded into their new hype, new posse, whatever.

So many more things but I have to stop here because I know if I continue, I will write something (if I haven't written already) that I'll regret in due time but I am not going to delete whatever I have written; because it is the bitter truth, and this will act as a reminder when I look back someday.

(of course, there are great experiences too, but I'm just not up for it for the moment. if you have something mean to say, kindly leave this blog and stop stalking me on social networks and stop being an anonymous little cyber bully AND GO GET A LIFE and move on with life, because believe me, you have so many better things to be obsessed over than - pardon me for being narcissistic - me)