Wow. It feels so surreal doing this. I'm still kinda in shock with how I stumbled upon this blog again, when I very honestly have forgotten all about it's existence.
I was trying to remove my display photo from my uni email (long story short - I kept getting picked on by my lecturer to answer questions on my online Zoom class cause I had a photo of a puppy as my display photo), and somehow it linked me to Google albums? And there I found photos from this blog (and another blog too, but I think I deleted that one cause it was my whiny blog about my high school sweetheart). I actually thought this was the blog that I had in primary/secondary school - which I always refer to as 'The Unimaginable Life', but I'm pretty sure I renamed it and I don't even know which email it was under. But yeah I thought this was that blog. And I was surprised to find out it was not.
Looking back at the things I've written from when I was in Form 4, 5 and in college made me smile a little. I used to think that I would look back and feel so stupid about who I used to be, but fast forward to today, 5-7 years later... I feel so much for the girl I used to be. Life at the current moment isn't the greatest, and I admire the grit and determination I had back when I was younger. But I know that back then, those challenges were huge in itself. And I'm proud of how I took on those things back then.
The last proper post here was from back in my first year of college, and now I'm in my FINAL SEMESTER of uni! Things have changed completely from back then - I have completely new friends, I'm in a different church, I have my own room, I have discovered my love for calligraphy, I am living in the midst of a pandemic (!!! 2020 be kinda crazy). There's so much to say and so much to update but I guess life is also different now that I have other responsibilities to attend to instead of writing in this blog (but I guess that's also something that didn't change, cause I'm still procrastinating and writing this lol).
Looking back at this blog really made me miss blogging. I love how I used to compile photos of events and write simple thoughts about them. It's something that I felt like I couldn't quite get with Instagram (which is - THE current norm), but now looking back at this blog, it somehow feels like it all clicked to me.
So! I really do think I want to pick blogging up again, but I'm not too sure if I want to continue writing from here or to make a new blog. Only time will tell but I'll see how it goes ~
Till next time :)
